Saturday, January 18, 2014

The Invaded and Broken Soul


I have been slowwlyly reading through my bible again, and yesterday I sleepily opened to 2 Kings, chapter 25.  As I dutifully read through it, revelation dawned, as is so often the case with God's Word.  The story begins by describing Babylon's siege of Jerusalem. I began to see how narrated siege and resultant captivity relates to the wounding of the human soul (often during childhood) and how such wounding leads to weakness, captivity and ultimately, a broken and visionless spirit.

Verses 1-2 reads:
             So in the ninth year of Zedekiah’s reign, on the tenth day of the tenth month, Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon marched against Jerusalem with his whole army. He encamped outside the city and built siege works all around it. The city was kept under siege until the eleventh year of King Zedekiah.   
Herein we have the initial attack, the two-year siege. The attack was inevitable, as the Enemy's entire purpose is hunting down a vanquishing prey. Reading on in verse 3 we see the result of the siege:
By the ninth day of the fourth month the famine in the city had become so severe that there was no food for the people to eat.
Famine has set in. The city's supplies have been cut off, and reserves have run out.  The enemy has succeeded in depleting and weakening the inhabitants.  In desperation, the once assumedly strong army (with the King, who abandoned his city and people) breaks down it's own walls, under the cover of darkness, and flees, desperate for survival and no longer caring about the fate of the collective.
            Then the city wall was broken through, and the whole army fled at night through the gate between the two walls near the king’s garden, though the Babylonians were surrounding the city. They fled toward the Arabah [word meaning wilderness which could mean a state of non-prosperity!]
The enemy was not content to let the army flee, however (there's no rest for the weary!):
but the Babylonian army pursued the king (Zedikiah) and overtook him in the plains of Jericho. All his soldiers were separated from him and scattered, and he was captured.
I believe the King represents the will of a person: the command center and decision-making apparatus.
Continuing with the rest of verse 6 and on:
He was taken to…Babylon [place representing oppression] at Riblah, where sentence was pronounced on him. They killed [his] sons before his eyes. Then they put out his eyes, bound him with bronze shackles and took him to Babylon.
Continuing with the allegory theme, the eyes represent spiritual vision. His precious sons (representing his inheritance) were destroyed right in front of him, and then his (spiritual) vision was annihilated.  Grief and loss of spiritual vision result from the brutality, so that he can no longer see the plan of God for him and the hope and destiny he's called to.
Skipping to verse 10: The whole Babylonian army under the commander of the imperial guard broke down the walls around Jerusalem. 11 Nebuzaradan the commander of the guard carried into exile the people who remained in the city, along with the rest of the populace and those who had deserted to the king of Babylon. 12 But the commander left behind some of the poorest people of the land to work the vineyards and fields.
Here the walls are broken down and the enemy invades and carries the inhabitants off into EXILE, leaving the POOREST in the land to carry on.  This particular passage struck me as crucial: Satan's (and his minions-the demonic hordes) ultimate goal is to render us completely weak and incapable of grasping the essential truth: Our destiny is to RULE over this world, both physically and spirituall.  His diabolical (and often vilely effective) plan is to ensure we spend our brief lives broken and subdued, brainwashed into thinking we are incapable of greatness. 
13 The Babylonians broke up the bronze pillars, the movable stands and the bronze Sea that were at the temple of the Lord and they carried the bronze to Babylon. 14 They also took away the pots, shovels, wick trimmers, dishes and all the bronze articles used in the temple service. 15 The commander of the imperial guard took away the censers and sprinkling bowls—all that were made of pure gold or silver.
Here the enemy desecrates the temple, removing its glory and the valuable objects that identified the place as holy.  We too have been desecrated by the enemy, often at the hands of loved ones who have been unwittingly used as tools to hammer at our identities.
Skipping ahead to verse 19:  Of those still in the city, he took the officer in charge of the fighting men, and five royal advisers. He also took the secretary who was chief officer in charge of conscripting the people of the land and sixty of the conscripts who were found in the city. 20 Nebuzaradan the commander took them all and brought them to the king of Babylon at Riblah. 21 There at Riblah, in the land of Hamath, the king had them executed. So Judah went into captivity, away from her land.
The warriors were stripped from the city, and then Judah went into captivity.  Satan loves nothing more than to strip our fighting spirit. Without the knowledge of who we are in Christ, we are without strength and easily led into captivity, whether to lusts of the flesh (addictions), lust of the eyes (insatiable need to acquire material goods or security) and/or the pride of life (bolstering our own egos at the expense of others or constantly thirsting for affirmation, approval or power to gain value). 1John 2:16, KJV.
All this, of course is highly depressing and we ALL to some extent have suffered this pillaging of our identities. What then? 
This verse, of course! 
            But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and manifests through us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place. (2 Cor. 2:14)
Jesus won't leave us as captives and slaves. BUT we have to cooperate with Him in this. We have to be willing to do the hard work of letting the Holy Spirit PILLAGE us.  To plunge down deep into our wounded souls and rout out the crud, bringing forth refined gold from the wounded, dead and decaying parts of our identity.
I am convinced that nothing comes without a fight.  My son recently reminded another friend (and I took it to heart as well), that "the kingdom of God suffers violence and the violent take it by force." (See Matt. 11:12).  We need to VIOLENTLY reclaim our inheritance and identities back.  We are not to passively sit on our hands and wait for the Lord to miraculously swoop in and fix us.  Without our active collaboration with the Holy Spirit and our willingness to let Him into the dark and scary parts of our psyche, we will remain stagnant and unchanged. 
Listen: Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting! (Psalm 139:23-24).
Time to yield, time to let Him dredge up our pain and anger, time to let Him heal and restore, time to pick up our swords and enter the fray and take back the Kingdom.

Saturday, September 14, 2013

School of Circuit Riders LA Summer 2013 My Lecture Notes, #5


7/29/13 Brian Brennt at PiHop (Pasadena International House of Prayer)

Sometimes in the prophetic we have to strain to see.  In this time of prayer and preparation, God has redirected us to the first commandment of LOVE.  We are no longer hating people to motivate them to love!  No more guilt/forcing.

The GOSPEL is the greatest love movement in the world.

Three love killers:

1. Anxiety over making things happen. This is the antithesis of trust.  Fire anxiety! Hire trust. You can't make your future happen!
2. Pride infection (also self-preoccupation). This is basically thinking we're better than others. We are all learners. Get used to learning from the younger generation. There is so much hatred within Christianity.  Get rid of the opinion machine. Don't be a pride robot. The mandate of a pride robot is to have no fun and give lots of advice.  Get on the humility wagon.   Let's start a love revolution with practical humility.
3. Power: you can't be in charge!  Jesus is in charge. Only be in charge under mandate from God.  Jump on the Jesus wagon.  If I like being in charge I won't be listening to anyone, including Jesus.  Listen with a pure heart. Enjoy listening!  Be a discoverer of the human heart: ask lots of questions. Be confident because you are a LOVE MACHINE.  Remember:  just love the one in front of me.

7/30/13  Notes from the morning session:

Spend time with the Lord of Love!  Drink from the well of the One who loves perfectly.  Bring Him the sacrifice of praise; for in HIS presence is fullness of joy.

Live in a culture of love: 1 Timothy 1: ("The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have departed from these and have turned to meaningless talk. They want to be teachers of the law, but they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm. We know that the law is good if one uses it properly," verses 5-7.)  The law points to the gospel!

Live in a Culture of Honor.  Honor what each person brings to the table. Live in humility realizing everyone has value, gifts and experiences that I don't have. 


Saturday, September 7, 2013

School of Circuit Riders LA Summer 2013 My Lecture Notes, #4


Actual Circuit Riders' Training, Day 1

7/28/13  Andy Byrd: on Unbelief

We have a T-ball God-one who cheers us on and approves of us even when we can only smack the T and the ball falls off and dribbles a few inches 

Jesus did all of life (even the tiny things) in the realm of faith.

Loving your neighbor has a multiplication effect in the supernatural. Acts 2:14, 41, 47- One by one we lead people to Jesus! 

We are like Jesus in that we are both natural and supernatural at the same time.  Unbelief attacks us to disqualify us supernaturally. We need simple, practical, everyday faith.

Reinhardt Bonke quote, "I said YES to Jesus."  That's it; we don't have to be amazing and deep!

God will give me my action plan in simple steps: Gal. 5:6. 6 "For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love."

7/29/30  Sammy Rodriguez: Tasty Treats of Evangelism

       Don't be:  
                Captain Serious, but be Captain Joy  
                     (we have freedom to fail!)

                Captain Religious, but be Captain Love

                Captain Theology, but be Captain Simplicity
                             (Keep it simple!)

                Captain Repentance, but be Captain Grace:

Simply lead others through the 4-R's (REPENT of the sin, RECEIVE Christ's death on the cross and forgiveness of our sin, REBUKE the enemy and his lies to us in this area, REPLACE the lie we have been believing with the truth of God-speak scriptures out loud that proclaim the truth!

 Use CLASP as an evangelism guideline:
                        CLASP:
                        C= Chat
                        L= Listen
                        A=Ask
                        S=Share
                        P= Pray

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

My School of Circuit Riders LA Summer Lecture Notes, #3


Jason Maas

On Revival:
2 Chronicles 7:14 "if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land." 

Revival = God's grace

Acts 1:  assembled together, baptized with/in the Holy Spirit to be witnesses (martyrs-unto death).

We are not called just to be witnesses to individuals, but to cities and nations.

The presence of God comes through repentence, humility and prayer.

Revival is not enough- we need REFORMATION, of every sphere of culture.  What this looks like:

1. Power of God revealed
2. Purpose of God established.

Revival = relationship, community and purpose tranformation

Let your works define your faith!

Pastor Ché Ahn

Evangelism should be an overflow of the Holy Spirit in me as I'm doing life!

Eph. 5:15.  Ask to filled continually with the Holy Spirit just as I thirst after water.  Zech. 4:6
Day 2 of Circuit Riders' LA School 2013, July 26, (Love Santa Ana Event), Part 2.

We are on the verse of another Jesus movement in South California. Col. 20:27

1) Be filled with the Spirit
2) Be led by His Spirit: John 5:19, John 10:27 (my sheep hear my voice); Acts 2:17-18 (First  manifestation of Spirit=prophecy)
3) Pray for open doors and divine appointments!
4)  Preach the NEWS!  (Mark 16:17)

Francis Chan

1 Chronicles 16:9  For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.

Eph. 5:16: make the best use of the time

In 1 Chr. 15:8 King Asa did not seek help from the Lord rather relied on others.

Revelation 3:2 "Strengthen what remains and is about to die…"

We need FFO:
F = Freedom
F = Fearlessness
O = unOffendable hearts

The American dream sucks J!  It is wealth that ties us down and independence that lets us die a lonely death.

The older we get the more risks and sacrifices we need to take.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

My School of Circuit Riders LA Summer Lecture Notes, #2


Day 2 of Circuit Riders' LA School 2013, July 26, (Love Santa Ana Event), Part 1.

Speaker # 1 Adam Edgerly (Site Pastor of NewSong LA) teaching: The Spiritual Discipline of Civic Engagement-how to be an agent of change for the downtrodden.

Jesus said, "Go into ALL the world…" Therefore we the Church need to live a disciplined spiritual life (Biblical example of Nehemiah and King Artexerxes). Nehemiah showed patience, after all, Rome was not burned in a day!

We are to be Revolutionaries.  Characteristics of a revolutionary:

1. Willing to experience Pain (Nehemiah's grief in Neh.1). We are not ready to be used by God until we weep with those who weep.
2.  Willing to risk relationships in order to have hard conversations.
3. Willing to be disciplined. 4 levels of discipline:
            a. Investigative: collect facts on injustice
            b. Negotiate
            c. Self-purification
            d. Non-violent civic demonstration
Pray that "we would be one as the father and I are one."
4.  Devoted to praying for reform in this country.

Speaker #2 Brian Brennt:

Overcoming the "Sharing your Faith" Paralysis:

1. Have a humble heart and realize you too were rescued. Coming from a higher position is out!
2. Realize you're proposing JESUS!! Not a religion. Religious insincerity is out!
3. Listen, don't lecture. What does he/she have to tell you?
4. Ask yourself-"Do I know my own (Jesus) story?"  Be ready with your story when the opportunity arises.  How can you connect your story with theirs?
5. Relax! The Holy Spirit does the work.  All you need to do is strike up a conversation and ask questions.  Be ready to say, "How can I pray" or "How can I help?"
6. Be ready for the religious police! Don't worry about being perfect.
7. Overcome fear; you don't need more training! That is a lie-fear of man is a killer. There is no perfect way, so don't force a preconceived idea…flow with the Spirit.
8. Share the love!

Speaker #3 Jason Aguilar:

On Evangelism:

1. Take the risk of failure-be willing to MESS UP!  Remember when the gift of faith starts operating, the rest of the gifts rise up too.
2. Fix my eyes on Jesus! Not on myself, my gifts or wisdom.
3. Remember that wherever I walk, Jesus comes with me, bringing the POWER OF GOD into the situation!
4. Learn to rejoice in the small things. The more I rejoice, the more miracles will come.
5. Yield to God-the filling of the Spirit comes with yieldedness. The book of Acts came out of yielded people.
6. Ask "Do I know what God is doing in my city?"  This is important, for this information lets us know what, where and when God is going to do something, and I can show up with faith.
7. Realize that being Spirit led has to be preceded with prayer, fasting, and conquering the desires of my own flesh.  Prayer is vital!
8. Rely on the Grace of God. Grace=power and gifts of the Spirit. This will bring favor, access and influence.
The bottom line is to remember that GOD is the giver of all gifts. HE gives them to whomever He pleases.  My vision should be bigger than my capacity!

Saturday, August 31, 2013

My School of Circuit Riders LA Summer Lecture Notes, #1

Day 1 of Circuit Riders' LA School 2013, July 25, (Love Santa Ana Event)

 Speaker #1: Dave Gibbons (senior pastor of NewSong Church, LA). Notes:

 The natural inclination of man has always been to build vertically (Gen. 11, Tower of Babel, which is actually Satan's strategy). This has played out in the Church spending much time in construction of buildings and places of worship. These Christian structures cannot handle the demonic assault from a city.

There is a new game coming-the Church is called to the streets and workplace, not to try and lure the lost into structures. God's design is to scatter and send into trials, not build a structure. We are called to go out in twos and threes to bring fragrance and bless the earth. God's original design in Gen. 1 and 12 is to own the earth and claim it! To boldly roam the earth fearlessly and freely is planted in our DNA by GOD. This is true evangelism. Stop focusing on church- Focus on the Kingdom!

Ask yourself, "What am I pretending not to know?" [I realized I was pretending I didn't really know how to do evangelism ☹]

We are called to go out into the world to bring the Blessing! What does this blessing look like?
      1. To SEE people (on streets, crowds, etc). To notice them and ask, "What does the Father want to do here (John 5)? Lay culture aside and don't impose our own strategy-God has already placed Rahabs there to give us the keys to the city.
      2. To get to KNOW people (Acts 15). Have conversations, receive downloads from God (Words of Knowledge) about an individual-powerful and effective!
      3. Affirm the person's DESTINY! Mostly received through Words of Knowledge.
      4. Practice radical GENEROSITY! Give of our inheritance to bless others.
      5. LOVE!
               L- Learn the city-listen to God's heart for this city.
               O- Organize and have a plan of reaching the city.
               V- "verge"=convergence of different streams (Christian churches and organizations) all with                 different strengths, gifts, and insights. This is unity Of the body (1 Cor. 12)
               E- Encourage those we seek to save with words, gifts, affection, etc. Let them know they are VALUED. Approach people on their terms and in their locations. Ask questions; find out    about them, be interested, listen to the Lord for Words of Knowledge to share with the person.

Friday, July 12, 2013

Legalism: a cop out

Most of us who have been bible-believing Christians for any length of time have probably fallen under the influence of legalism.  We have absorbed half truths and Christian "conventional wisdom" through sermons, misinterpreted scriptures, and let's face it, demonic lies.

I quote: "The word 'legalism' does not occur in the Bible. It is a term Christians use to describe a doctrinal position emphasizing a system of rules and regulations for achieving both salvation and spiritual growth. Legalists believe in and demand a strict literal adherence to rules and regulations. Doctrinally, it is a position essentially opposed to grace. Those who hold a legalistic position often fail to see the real purpose for law, especially the purpose of the Old Testament law of Moses, which is to be our “schoolmaster” or “tutor” to bring us to Christ (Galatians 3:24). The apostle Paul warns us of legalism in Colossians 2:20-23: “Since you died with Christ to the basic principles of this world, why, as though you still belonged to it, do you submit to its rules: ‘Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!’? These are all destined to perish with use, because they are based on human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, their false humility and their harsh treatment of the body, but they lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence.” Legalists may appear to be righteous and spiritual, but legalism ultimately fails to accomplish God’s purposes because it is an outward performance instead of an inward change."
[From http://www.gotquestions.org/Bible-Christian-legalism.html]

I submit it's far easier to operate under a legalistic rule-based faith than it is to search out scriptures for ourselves with an open mind, uncolored by preconceptions, crying out the Holy Spirit for discernment.

In biblical times the Pharisees, a group of Jewish religious extremists, epitomized legalism. They rigidly adhered to a "godly" law of mostly their own making and Jesus vehemently and often harshly rebuked them.  In Matthew chapter 23 Jesus makes it pretty clear how He feels about legalists. Here are a few excerpts:

"But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach. They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them... Everything they do is done for people to see... Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people’s faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to...You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former. You blind guides! You strain out a gnat but swallow a camel [my favorite!]. Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former...You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape being condemned to hell?"

We are to be people who "walk in step with the Spirit" (Galatians 5:25), not people who default to a set of fear-based rules in order to be "safe" and to practice a lazy faith.  Some examples of legalism I have encountered in my 40 years as a Christian:
"It's Godly to remain in an abusive marriage rather than the sin of divorce. God will bless the wife, even if she ends up being martyred in the marriage."  Are you joking?
"Ear piercing and tattoos are sin.  Says so right in the bible."  These misconceptions come from the misinterpretation of Leviticus 19:28: “You shall not make any cuts in your body for the dead nor make any tattoo marks on yourselves: I am the LORD.” Context, people! This scripture does not refer to body decoration, but trying to atone for the dead, not merely honor and remember them.
"Drinking alcohol is a sin."  Now this is definitely NOT in the bible. Drunkenness is a sin, but not the consumption of alcohol, which, by the way, Jesus did, and was severely criticized by, guess who? The Pharisees, of course! (Luke 7:33-35).
"It's a sin to skip church."  This one REALLY irritates me.  As if church is the answer to all our problems. I strongly suggest that church is made for man, not man for church.  The Word teaches that "... let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching" in Hebrews 10:23-25, but it does not follow that a day off from church is a step onto the path of Hell.  There are lots of other gatherings that constitute "meeting together," and the point is to stay in fellowship with Christians. Church can become an addiction and another stone in the load of legalistic expectations.  I personally don't usually miss church simply because I like being there and I find it a great encouragement to me, but if I want a day off, I'm taking a day off, and I ain't going to believe the lie that Satan kept me away from church simply by whispering, "you should skip...." Good one.

Let us be people of FAITH, people of the SPIRIT, not scared rabbits who default to a set of rules and regulations in order to feel safe or good about our "Christian" performance.